Really, I’m not. However, I am doing endurance-edits while listening to this song on repeat a million-billion times. I will be done eventually—of this, I’m sure. Until then:
Kidlit Con
Okay, I’ve been completely remiss in talking about last week’s trip to Kidlit Con, and so I will do it now. First, the experience can really be summed up in this one sentence: It was so much fun!
Our panel on Friday was very laid back and not scary at all. (At least, not scary for me. We may have been frightening—I can’t speak for anyone else.) People asked great questions and I didn’t obsess about the fact that I was sitting in front of a roomful of people, talking into a microphone. Also, the venue was absolutely beautiful and I’m sad that I have no pictures of it.
Tess and Maggie have already done a much better (and when I say better, I mean prompt) job of posting pictures, but I’m including these anyway because I want them preserved for posterity. Also, there was a marquee! We had a marquee and I can’t not post a picture of that.
I also signed books (first time not at a trade show), and one of the conference attendees was kind enough to take this picture of me signing her book and then let me share it!
And of course, being in the same city with Tess and Maggie meant plenty of photo ops. Andrew Karre, editor extraordinaire, took this one and I absolutely love it. We are riding an escalator. We look so official!
My First-Ever Public Appearance
And I’ll be with Tess and Maggie!
Tomorrow night, we’ll be at The Loft in Minneapolis, talking about critique partners and group-blogging and writing books and—let’s be honest—probably whatever else we think of.
Here are the time-and-place details:
Friday, October 22nd, 7 p.m.
Merry Sisters of Fate at the Loft
Open Book, Suite 200
1011 Washington Avenue South
Minneapolis, MN
So, to everyone who’s going to be in Minneapolis for Kidlit Con (or because, you know, you live there), we look forward to seeing you!
Dweezil (Alternately Titled: The Time I Almost Got Yelled At)
As promised, news and announcements are taken care of, the contest is all squared away, and it’s time for another high school post!
Looking back over my First Semester Ever of public school, I’m beginning to notice a pattern. We might call it a pattern of inactivity. Or, we could just be honest and say that sixteen-year-old Brenna is wildly, tragically passive about a whole parade of highly unacceptable things—watch-theft, face-licking, etc. In a perfect world, I would cue the voiceover and say, “But that’s all about to change . . .”
Unfortunately, this is the actual world and profound transformations don’t happen by the end of the episode. However, I will make allowances and say that it’s all about to change a little. This is because of three things that happen in relatively quick succession and today, I’m going to talk about the first thing.
Some quick background: there are 24 boys on my bus route, but I only like three of them. Irish, naturally. And Trip, because he’s slow and sleepy and once SugarRay (who can be a total jerk) slapped him in the face and made him cry, which was very embarrassing for everyone involved and then I felt sorry for him.
The third one is Dweezil.
Dweezil is fifteen, with dark shaggy hair and half-closed eyes. He’s skinny and sullen-looking and most of the time he doesn’t wear a coat, even when it’s obscenely cold out. I like him for various reasons—how flat his voice is, how completely tasteless his jokes are, but mostly I like that on days when Irish would rather sit with SugarRay, Dweezil will sometimes flop down next to me and not ask first if it’s okay. He never talks to me, but I like the way he nods sometimes and doesn’t quite make eye contact. I like that when he tells jokes, he includes me in the audience. On his radar, I am completely, perfectly neutral, and that is the most relieving thing.
Nightshade Winners
First, I want to thank to everyone for such a great response! (Like last time, I didn’t answer comments individually.)
I drew two names this morning, and the winners of the signed, finished copies are:
Amanda of the email address amandatheaker@gmail.com
and
Samantha Bledsoe
(I’ll be contacting both of you shortly to get your mailing addresses.)
To everyone else, thanks for showing Andrea some Nightshade-love, and be sure visit next month when I host Ally Condie, author of Matched!
Interview With Andrea Cremer
Now for my favorite part of every Breathless Reads week—the interview portion! Today I have Andrea Cremer, who gives excellent answers to nosy questions and even outguesses me in several places.
First, a quick contest side-note: I’m running things just like last time. All you have to do comment here and you’ll be entered to win a signed, finished copy of Nightshade. On Sunday, after 8:00pm Eastern, I’ll draw two names—one from the comments on this post, and one from Wednesday’s post—and announce the winners next week. If you don’t have a livejournal, be sure to include a name and your email address in your comment. Also, apologies to the international people—I’ve officially had it confirmed that the contest is US-only, so I’ll have to come up with something for you guys soon.
And now, Andrea Cremer! (Just a warning—I went kind of overboard with questions about political theory because I love it, and Nightshade has plenty!)
1) First, I am so jealous of Calla’s Big Ideas class. Not only does it sound like a lot of fun, but you’ve made the philosophy discussions totally accessible and it adds a great layer of metaphor to what’s going on outside of school. I was wondering, what made you decide to use social contract theory as a trope for the craziness that is Calla’s life?
My ‘day job’ is being a history professor and I specialize in the early modern period (1500-1800) which is when all those social contract ideologies were being tossed around, so I spend a lot of my days thinking about that stuff. I’m fascinated by competing theories about why societies form and how they can be managed.
2) Here is an age-old question, because I am nosy and never get tired of asking it: who is your favorite character in the Nightshade world?
It’s hard to pick a favorite character because I love them all so much. I’d say the character I feel closest to is Calla’s younger brother, Ansel. Of all the characters in Nightshade he’s the only one who was inspired by a person from my own life – my little brother, Garth. He’s not so little any more, but we’ve always been very close and that definitely played a part in Calla and Ansel’s relationship.
3) In your other life, you’re a history teacher. (Get ready for a totally leading question.) Do you think your history background has anything to do with the very political relationship that exists between the Guardians and the Keepers, and even within the packs themselves?
Uhhhh, what? Just kidding! Of course. As I said earlier I specialize in the early modern era, and more specifically I research the intersection of religion, gender, and violence. The ways that ideology and sexual politics shape culture and are used to enforce hierarchies was always in my mind as I wrote Nightshade.
4) You mention on your site that you have a younger brother. Was your relationship with him in any way an inspiration for the relationship between Calla and Ansel, or is that completely made-up?
Uh-oh – I keep scooping your questions. Hee, hee. In case you missed it earlier, yes, my brother Garth inspired Ansel.
5) As a writer, what word would you personally never, ever use?
Pulchritude. I hate that word. Also sanguine – but that’s because I love the word sanguinary (bloody) and sanguine means pleasant. What’s up with that? I have an entire blog post devoted to words I can’t stand. I am fussy about words.
6) You and Calla both really like Watership Down. As it happens, I also really like Watership Down—meaning, I think it is one of the best books ever written—and I was wondering if it inspired you at all when writing Nightshade. (I swear I can see threads of it, but I was an English major, so I can see threads of anything anywhere.)
Ahhhhh!! You love Watership Down too?? It IS one of the best books ever written! You saw threads of it in Nightshade??? I love you! Okay, I’ve calmed down now. I’m so flattered and I think the resonance between the books is a reflection of what I loved about Watership Down – the complex relationships that exist in the natural world and the creation of an original mythology to accompany that world. Also, brutality. Life is hard. Life requires a lot of surviving in addition to creating and thriving.
7) Lastly and of critical importance: do you like cupcakes? If so, what is your favorite flavor? If not . . . well, then I will be sad that you just don’t find the same unadulterated joy in them that I do.
I think you must come to visit me because 1) you are cool and 2) there is a café not 4 blocks from my house called Cupcake. They don’t sell cupcakes, but…ha! OF COURSE they sell cupcakes! My favorite is a tie between red velvet and carrot cake cupcakes. As you can likely surmise I have a liking for cream cheese frosting. In fact, now that it’s October I’m wondering if a cupcake exists that is pumpkin with cheesecake frosting. Someone find me that cupcake!
Thanks so much for having me, Brenna. Now you know how weird I am.
Thanks for stopping by, Andrea! Also, weird is good. I realize it’s not a contest, but I feel that we’re probably pretty fairly matched in our weirdness :)
Guest Post by Andrea Cremer (Plus Giveaway*)
Love Fear, Fear Love
Brenna, I’m so delighted to make a guest appearance on your blog. Congrats on The Replacement hitting the New York Times bestseller list! You and Mackie deserve much adulation and success!!
I adored The Replacement for a lot of reasons, but one of them was that this book scared the hell out of me in a profound way. There a different types of fear. Being startled or shocked can leave you shivering, but often that sensation devolves into grins and laughter. A more subtle, powerful fear is the kind the slides under your skin and leaves you cold, sad, and full of questions about the way the world works and what your place in it could possibly be.
Fear is a primary motivator in real life and in books. One of Nightshade’s main characters, Ren Laroche a male alpha who is Calla’s rival and intended mate, admits that there is one thing he fears most in life – but he won’t tell Calla what it is. In fact, you won’t discover his single fear until the final book of the trilogy. But that fear remains the catalyst for most of Ren’s decisions throughout the series. The same rule applies to all of Nightshade’s inhabitants – what they love and what they fear shapes and re-shapes their thoughts and deeds.
Fear and love go hand in hand. As I mentioned earlier, giddy, shocking scares derive from an adrenaline rush, but our deep fears exist because they are tied to those things closest to our hearts: our secrets, our hopes, our attachments. When hunting down our hearts’ desires, fear sets traps that slow us down and might even stop us altogether. Giving into to fear is an ultimate form of defeat because it is surrender not to a super villain or dastardly deed, it is giving up on one’s self.
The adage love conquers all wouldn’t mean anything without the presence of fear. It’s only the reality of fear, and its potential to undermine all we hope for in life, that makes love’s ability to conquer this most insidious of enemies so powerful.
*Brenna here—Thanks for the great post, Andrea! (It probably comes as no surprise to anyone that I love talking about fear.)
Once again, I have two signed, finished books to give away! All you have to do is comment (make sure to include an email address if you don’t have an lj account) and you’ll be entered to win a copy of Nightshade. You’ll also have another chance on Friday, when I post my interview with Andrea, so stop by and comment on Friday too, if you want to increase your odds!
ETA: I just checked with my book-source, and the contest is US only. Sorry about that, everyone. I know it’s disappointing, so in the future I’ll have to come up with something international for you guys!
Nightshade
It’s almost interview time again! (Not mention, me-giving-away-signed-finished-copies time again!)
This round, I have fellow Breathless Reads author Andrea Cremer stopping by to visit. On Wednesday, she’ll be guest-blogging for me (and talking about one of my favorite topics—fear) and on Friday, I’ll post my interview with her.

First though, I’m going to tell you a little bit about her book Nightshade, which comes out October 19th from Philomel/Penguin Group.
Calla is an alpha—a wolf-girl slated to lead her young pack of shape-shifters. In less than a month, she’ll be mated to the (extremely hot) up-and-coming alpha of the other local pack, Ren Laroche. Despite tensions between the packs, Calla isn’t resistant. She’s known this was coming her whole life, and is used to following the rules. That is, until she makes a snap decision and saves the life of a human boy, only to find that she can’t stop thinking about him.
Shay Doran is new in town, plagued by secrets he’s not even aware of. Against Calla’s better judgment, she permits herself to become Shay’s ally in his search for the truth. As the two unearth the mysteries that surround Calla’s pack, she’s forced to question her own loyalties, and by extension, the very fabric of her carefully-guarded world. And yes—Shay is in his own right very, very hot. But I’m already all swoony over Ren, so consider this my official choosing-of-sides. Alpha-wolf all the way!
There’s so much to like about this book, but one of my absolute favorite aspects is the complex history of the world. There is a hierarchy of power here that’s just chilling. Very early on, we find out that the Guardians (the Nightshade and Bane wolf packs), are not in charge. Far from being apex predators as one might expect, they act as glorified guard dogs to a mysterious society of witches called the Keepers. The Keepers provide the Guardians with food and shelter, not to mention education and material possessions, and in turn, the Guardians protect the Keepers trove of secrets, without ever stopping to ask what those secrets might be.
I hope that whets your appetite, because on Wednesday, I’ll have Andrea’s guest-post for you, and I’ll tell you how to win the first of two signed, finished copies of Nightshade! (I promise, it will not be complicated.)
Two and One Half Things
Well, I’m still pretty frazzled (incredulous, giddy, ecstatic), and there’s just no way I can thank you guys enough. It’s true that I wrote a book (with invaluable insight from the editorial staff at Razorbill), but I certainly did not walk out there into the world and put it on the NYT list! I feel like I’m not expressing myself well at all, but seriously . . . you guys are amazing!
Today, I have this incredible urge to paint my toenails and make serious! old-fashioned candy! with a thermometer! and ignore my laundry and basically be a complete vegetable, but I do actually have a couple things I want to say first. (You may notice that I am much better at staying on task than I am at expressing sentiment.)
First, remember this still shot of Mackie?

Well, I promised a link to the Breathless Reads commercial, and now I have it! You can go here to check out the commercial. (And in case you missed them earlier, here are the stills for the other Breathless Books—Nightshade, Matched, The Eternal Ones, and Sapphique.)
Also, the song playing in the background is called “Breathless.” It’s by Miggs, and if you like it, you can download it for free on Breathless Reads. (I downloaded it on Wednesday and have been listening to it . . . an embarrassing lot.)
Secondly, next week I’ll be featuring Andrea Cremer on the blog. I’ll have an interview with her and talk a little bit about her upcoming debut Nightshade (here’s a teaser: fun, sexy, kickass). I’ll also have a guest post from her, and I’m probably going to do another comment-based giveaway like I did for The Eternal Ones.
After that, I’ve got a high school post I’ve been working on and if all goes well, I just might finally get it finished and posted in the next couple weeks!
And that is the state of things.
You Guys, You Guys, You Guys . . .
I just now, right this five-minutes-ago, found out that THE REPLACEMENT debuted at #10 on the New York Times children’s list. I am really, really not coherent right now, so instead of words, this is a picture of me looking crazy.

Thank you guys—just . . . thank you. Thank you so, so, so much. (I’m really truly almost crying right now.)


